So yesterday was kind of tough, but after class mom and katie kept me busy shopping. We ate Olive Garden and then went shopping for like hours....no lie...haha. I got some cute stuff for London, but by the end I just wanted to be alone and think..but then being alone just makes me sad and lonely, so I need to find a balance.
Today I woke up and called his recruiter but he told me to call back later for his number. After class I met up with Jordan and Joshie-poo and we colored and painted. :) We even made pictures to send to ethan, haha :) I also discovered that Josh just has this kind of special hug that makes my heart stop aching, even if it is only for just a second. After a pizza dinner we headed off to the Cupcake Shoppe where I DEVOURED my cupcake. And I just want to say THANK YOU to Jordan for letting me spend time with her and Josh today...and I'm sorry that he was hugging all on me and not you...but then again you live with him now ;)
As I was listening to the iPod and driving home I realized that even though I keep my mind constantly busy during the day by the time it's like 8pm I'm exhausted because I won't let my brain rest. Then when my brain does rest all I want to do is curl up and think of Ethan. And no matter what, at the end of the day my heart, and body only continues to ache for his voice, hug, and just knowing how his day was. But praying John 14:27 before I sleep and right when I wake up. I also pray during the day too, but raying at those instances are slowly making my dreams better and the mornings better as well...
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Psalm 46:1 --God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble.
ReplyDelete1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 --Always be joyful. Never stop praying. Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you who belong to Christ Jesus.
Matthew 11:28-29 --Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
Romans 8:28 --And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them.
1 Peter 5:10 --In his kindness God called you to share in his eternal glory by means of Christ Jesus. So after you have suffered a little while, he will restore, support, and strengthen you, and he will place you on a firm foundation.
Philippians 4:6-7 --Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.
found these on a website tonight and wanted to share. amber and i are doing a proverbs 31 bible study. you should join. we could do it at 8 every night when you're getting tired. i love you.
three days are already gone. look at how strong you are!